A journal that finds your priorities

that thing sarah said yesterday about me always putting work first really stuck. she's not wrong. been saying i'll visit mom for months now but something always comes up. her texts are getting shorter. maybe that's a sign.

another pointless standup. everyone pretending their features matter. remember when i actually cared about this product? that side project idea keeps coming back. the one where people share voice notes instead of texting. might actually mean something.

can't sleep again. keep thinking about what dan said at drinks - that i've been talking about the same problems for two years. harsh but fair. tomorrow i'm finally sending that therapy inquiry. writing it here so i can't chicken out.